Just Breathe.

Whew!!! I am able to breathe. I just said goodbye to my in laws. I am not going to allow myself to fall into the oh woe is me trap. Suffice it to say I am glad they have gone home and life can get back to some since of normalcy. Not that my life is normal in any fashion of the word. But there is a way which seems "normal" to me. Especially being able to wonder freely in my own home or take a bath without worrying that someone will walk in (trust me this is a very real possibility.) They know no bounds, literally.

Oh well, I am going to move on and enjoy what is left of my day. Today is my extremely busy day. Grace goes to dance. Elijah has guitar, karate, and swim. Isaac has karate. And I try not to have a mental break down. That was a joke. But they say that humor is just a cloak for truth. As I go about my tasks today I am going to remind myself to live in the moment and enjoy every second of it. I will make every effort to speak from a heart of love and correction not anger or criticism . I better get off here and start praying because Lord knows I am going to need his help!!