Self Deception

I have been talking quiet a bit about my dreams, or the lack there of. I have been trying to redefine my dreams and what expectations I have for my life. I said I would start small. I didnt want to overwhelm myself. Ha, what a joke. I was just afraid to stick my neck out and really dream. What am I afraid of? Failure and disappointment I guess.

I started off trying to write down what I called "today's dream." They were not really dreams at all. More like prayers for the day. I want to keep doing that. I need to have personal goals for each day. But I need to stop lying to myself and calling them dreams. There is not much worse than self deception.

I have decided that if I am going to dream I might as well dream big! That being said I want to start thinking about what I really want to change in my life. Where do I want to be this time next year? What about in five years? Or ten? I am going all out and I am excited about what the future holds.


Today's Prayer

I want to stop decieving myself. I want to walk in truth. Lord help me to see clearly through your eyes.