It has been a fairly productive day so far. I managed to get school accomplished, crossing guard done, Grace to dance class and then back to pick her up, I made banana pudding, did five loads of laundry and cooked three meals. So at least I can say I was able to get a few things done.
Monday, March 31, 2008
My New Ride
It has been a fairly productive day so far. I managed to get school accomplished, crossing guard done, Grace to dance class and then back to pick her up, I made banana pudding, did five loads of laundry and cooked three meals. So at least I can say I was able to get a few things done.
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Just What I Needed!
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
So far so good.
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Saturday, March 29, 2008
Oh yeah, baby!!!
Everyone may now breath a collective sigh of relief. I HAVE FOUND MY CELL PHONE!!!!! And lucky this guy wasn't wearing it when I found it. I ashamed to tell how many missed calls and voice messages I had. Not to mention text messages. To all those who left the messages - I am terribly sorry I didn't return your call. But I am now back among the living and ready to accept your calls. I am so excited. So in the words of Zion (he is three) "oh yeah, baby!!!"
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Friday, March 28, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Rethinking
Another Thursday come and gone. We caught up on some errands today. Then it was off to crossing guard, Mckay's, Gift's Galore, Violin lesson, and swimming. I am sure I left something out but who would know.
I was thinking about something I wrote a couple of days ago. I made the comment that I am exactly where I want to be otherwise I really wouldn't be there. Well..... I have been thinking a lot about that. I have come to the conclusion that I was wrong. Sure I made the choices that ultimately determined where I ended up. But that doesn't mean that I knew where they were going to take me or how others choices would effect me. I wonder how much of what I do is because I WANT TO, and how much is because I feel it is what I am suppose to do. Where does my HEARTS DESIRE end and my duty to be a Godly wife and mother begin? If I am really walking in the will of God shouldn't those things be one in the same? If they are not then where am I falling short? Looks like I am in for a lot of soul searching. I guess that was the reason I started this to begin with.
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That Was Fast!!!
—Ecclesiastes 4:9-10
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Tuesday, Already!!!
I think that there is more than one Tuesday in each week. It sure feels like they come more often. Anyway here we go again. The usual grind, Crossing guard, Karate, guitar lessons, dance lessons, two baseball lessons, swim clinic and much more I am sure. lol
Life really does happen quickly. I am afraid to blink I know I will miss something very important. I am trying to remind myself to focus on what is important today. I don't want to get caught up in my own crazy schedule and forget to enjoy my life. And to those who asked: I am working on those "changes." I will keep you updated. Stayed tuned to the unveiling of the infamous "log cabin." No, it is not life size, more like shoe box size. So, needless to say we wont be spending the summer in it by the lake. Darn it!!!
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Monday, March 24, 2008
Dr. Seuss' Horton Hears a Who
Today has been a great day. We got back to our studies. Last week was a loss as far as lessons were concerned. With testing and illnesses there wasn't much time left to do our school work. But we are back on track and things are going well. We started making our log cabin for our unit study class on Little House on the Prairie. I will post pictures of our cabin when we get it completed.
After school we cleaned house ate a late lunch and headed for the mall. We met Kora, Lloyd and Hunter at the mall to watch "Dr. Seuss' Horton Hears a Who." The theatre was empty so we had the whole place to ourselves. What fun!!! The movie is a little slow at times but overall it is a great family movie. After the movie we ventured into the mall for some dinner (I guess you can call it that.) Then a little shopping. We had a great time. We always enjoy being with Kora and her family. They are so much fun.
Yes, I realize that this blog has become more of a journal than a venue for self discovery. Who knows maybe by documenting my life I will learn a little about myself. What better way to understand what my hearts desire is than to understand who I am. I am beginning realize that my hearts desire is to be exactly where I am. Otherwise why would I be here. I and I alone make the choices in my life. The amount of influence others have in my life is totally controlled by the amount of importance I place on them. I am ultimately responsible for who and what I allow in my life and to what extent. That being said, I think I am going to make a few changes. I am going to take charge of a few things in my life. I will let you know how that goes.
Today's Scripture
Romans 12:2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
eggtrodinary times
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Thursday, March 20, 2008
Not great but good.
I know, it has been a while. I have been really sick and basically in the bed for two days. However I am feeling much better today and I am ready to face the world. It has been a busy week. We didn't do school this week and there was no crossing guard but it was busy none the less.
Tuesday was basically a repeat of Monday. The kids did another day of testing and then it was off to the zoo again. That's about the time I began to feel sick. The zoo was really crowded. We buddied up with the Sodonis and Hunley family while we were there. Then met up with Melissa Wholford and the girls. The kids had a great time. They really enjoyed being with there friends. By the time we left the zoo around 2:30 I felt horrible. My throat was sore and my head was hurting. I went home and went to bed. I remained there until the next morning. I ran a fever of 103 and felt absolutely drained.
Wednesday morning I got up and took the kids for testing and went to the Doctor. He really wasn't sure what was wrong other than the fact that my tonsils were completely infected and engorged. He put me on three different medicines and total fluids for twenty four hours. Sooooo....I went home and went back to bed where I remained until this morning.
AAHHH, Thursday!! I feel much better. Not great but good. I am so grateful. I am hoping to salvage what is left of this Spring break. I will let you know how that turns out. For today I am just so grateful to be feeling better. God is so Good.
Today's Scripture
Psalm 34:19 "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD delivers him out of them all."
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Monday, March 17, 2008
Lions, tigers, and elephants, oh my!!!
This has been another wonderful day. It is absolutely beautiful outside. I took Grace and Elijah for the yearly testing at Berean this morning. They had to be there at 8:15. Argh!!! I do not like mornings. But things went very smoothly and they both seemed to think they did very well. Only two more days of testing left.
I returned to pick them up around 11:30. After leaving Berean we headed to the zoo. It was a great day to walk around the zoo. All the animals were out and very active today. We only walked through half of the zoo. We re-visited the frogs, zebras, and elephants before heading up to chimp ridge. All the chimps and gorillas were in top form. We also got to see the lions, tigers, giraffes and meercats. It was a lot of fun. Zion and Aaron were especially excited to see the animals. We are planning to go back tomorrow to see the other half. I will let you know how that works out.
Well now I am off to do some laundry and fix supper. Sounds exciting, right? I am glad to have a relaxed evening ahead. I am looking forward to being with my husband and spending the afternoon together.
Today's Scripture
"All the animals in the forest are Mine and the cattle on thousands of hills. All the wild birds are Mine and all living things in the fields." Psalm 50:10, 11
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
Sun Shine!!!!
WOW!! What a beautiful day! It has been a great weekend. Not quite as busy a usual. So it has been nice to spend time with my family. I enjoy them so very much.
Saturday started off with Elijah's swim test at the Y. He did a great job. I am so proud of how well he is doing in his swim clinic. I stopped by to visit my parents for a view minutes before going home. They are doing well. They are such a blessing to me. I am so grateful for them. Then we all (Fred, Grace, Elijah, Isaac, Zion, Aaron and myself) went to the mall for a little while before meeting Fred's parents for lunch/dinner. We then ran a couple of errands and went to rent some movies. That was pretty much our Saturday in a nut shell. Nothing too exciting.
Today is Sunday. Everyone knows how I love Sundays. We got up and went to church. It is Palm Sunday so everyone got Palm branches at we entered the sanctuary. Then during praise and worship "Jesus" came up and down the isles on a donkey as though he were entering the city. Everyone waved their Palm branches and called out "HOSANNA". Zion loved seeing the donkey and Aaron loved waving his Palm branch. It was a great service. After church we went to eat and back home.
It's now Sunday afternoon and I am getting ready to take Elijah to batting practice. It is so nice out side I think I will try to walk around the track while he has his practice. I am so thankful for today. We are all so healthy and blessed. I am truly grateful.
Today's Scripture
Matthew 21:9 The crowds going ahead of Him, and those who followed, were shouting, “Hosanna to the Son of David; BLESSED IS HE WHO COMES IN THE NAME OF THE LORD; Hosanna in the highest!”
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Friday, March 14, 2008
It"s Friday
It's Friday!!!! The weekend is almost here. Unfortunately, it is suppose to rain the majority of the weekend. I was planning to mulch and plant flowers in the yard this weekend. I guess that will have to go on hold for a couple of weeks considering next weekend is Easter. I guess it is true that "The best-laid plans of mice and men often go awry."
Since things change ever so quickly I am not sure what the weekend holds in store. Elijah has baseball practice tonight and tomorrow. Those will probably be rescheduled for next week. He also has a swim skills test at 9:00 in the morning. UUGGG. I don't do mornings very well. I am very proud of how well he is doing in his swim clinic though. He tested last night in the freestyle. Tomorrows test is for the backstroke. He will then test in a couple of weeks on the butterfly and breast stroke. He is doing amazingly well. He loves being in the water and it is great exercise for him. After testing it is anybodies' game. Who knows what we will get into next?!?!
Sometimes the unexpected or the spontaneous times are the best. Whatever comes up this weekend I plan on enjoying myself and having a good time. There is definitely something to be said for living in the moment.
Today's Scripture
Matthew 6
33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
To all those who have been asking....No I didn't forget to blog. I just felt that somehow the dead cat said it all. There just didn't seem that there was anything left to say after that. But a few days have past. My running commentary on the world at large will go on........
I thought I would begin by catching everyone up. This week has been extremely busy and extremely fun. Monday started off with the usual crossing guard, school, and dance. We all spent the evening together eating dinner at home and watching a movie. It was a nice evening. Tuesday (crazy day) began as normal . It started with crossing guard, school, dance and then we were off to dinner with friends and then to the zoo. The kids really enjoyed the "toadally frogs" exhibit. Zion really enjoyed himself. He was very excited to see the zebras and the elephants. He is such joy to be with. He is all smiles and his excitement level is contagious. We had a great time. Kora and Hunt were at the zoo as well. We are so glad they are back in town. We really missed them. After the zoo we left for baseball practice and then to swim clinic at the YMCA. While Elijah swam the kids played in the playroom and Grace and I worked out. It was a really good day.Wednesday was equally busy and exciting. The morning was fairly routine. In the afternoon we went skating and then to dinner with my in laws. After dinner was church. Wednesday night was the pine derby. And one of our cars (Grace's as usual) won a trophy for the 4th year in a row. We were very pumped up about that. The kids grand parents came to watch them race so everyone was proud to show off there cars.
So as you can see these past few days have been very .....well, FULL. Full of work, play, joy, excitement, and love. And in the end what more could we ask for than to live life to its fullest everyday.
Today's Scripture
These things I have spoken to you, that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be full. John 15:7
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Monday, March 10, 2008
The only good cat is a......
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What a blast!!
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Sunday, March 9, 2008
Ride of My Life
Yeah, the van is fixed. I cried the day we bought that van. ME driving a mini van. AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!! The thought of it made me sick to my stomach. I not really a mini van kind of girl. I love "old" cars. I want a 1970 VW convertible or a 1968 convertible Mustang with pony interior. Now if we fast forward to the present I would like to drive a Jaguar. How is that for dreaming? But for today I am in the minivan.
Until it had to go in the shop to be fixed I didn't realize how much I actually like it. Trying to get all the kids in Fred's jeep was a real pain in the...well you get the idea. The kids missed the television in the van and room to keep all their junk. I missed having the kids far enough toward the back of the van that I could actually hear the radio. So needless to say we are grateful for its return.
Isn't that typical of most things? We don't realize just how much they mean to us until they are gone. It true of things and people. We take the things in our life for granted so often. So today I want to take time to be thankful of ALL the things in my life no matter how insignificant they may seem. I even want to be thankful those things that aren't "exactly" what I think I want. That Mustang sure sounds nice. However, how safe would I actually be in it? After all those who know me, know that if I had it I would drive way to fast. You also know that the price for speeding is way more than I can afford.
So today I am grateful for my van. Its slow and steady. Reliable and consistent. Safe and secure. Just what I need in my life. But wouldn't we all just like to take at least one ride in the Mustang?
Today's Scripture
And the harvest of righteousness (of conformity to God's will in thought and deed) is sown in peace by those who work for and make peace [in themselves and in others, that peace which means concord, agreement, and harmony between individuals, with undisturbedness, in a peaceful mind free from fears and agitating passions and moral conflicts]. James 3: 18
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
It's Snowing
Snow is mentioned over 28 times in the Bible!!!
The Psalms 147
11The LORD taketh pleasure in them that fear him,
in those that hope in his mercy.
12Praise the LORD, O Jerusalem;
praise thy God, O Zion.
13For he hath strengthened the bars of thy gates;
he hath blessed thy children within thee.
14He maketh peace in thy borders,
and filleth thee with the finest of the wheat.
15He sendeth forth his commandment upon earth:
his word runneth very swiftly.
16He giveth snow like wool:
he scattereth the hoar frost like ashes.
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Friday, March 7, 2008
Sensory Overload
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More Rain
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Thursday, March 6, 2008
Only Six Words?!?
On her blog today Lisa challenged us to describe ourselves in a six word sentence. After I came up with my sentence I contemplated whether or not I would actually feel comfortable putting it out there for everyone to see. Its funny how when we are really honest with ourselves it makes us feel very exposed and vulnerable. But in the spirit of self discovery here it is:
I'm spiritual, obsessive, passionate, and sexual.
Now don't laugh. It was harder than you think.
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Bubble Baths
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Tuesday, March 4, 2008
TOADALLY
18Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keepeth the law, happy is he
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Monday, March 3, 2008
Heaven Help Me
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
Withdrawel
This is the first time that I have gone two days without posting to my blog. It is possible that I am in withdrawal. I really depend on this venue to help me vent and refocus myself. It is truly a therapeutic activity for me.
We have had a fairly relaxed weekend. Elijah competed (it was really play) in the AWANA games and Grace had a Suzuki Piano Audition on Saturday Morning. We came home and worked on the garage and cooked a big supper. I worked on getting things ready for my classes next week while Grace and Fred went to rent movies. That night we watched movies took baths and got everything ready for church.
Sunday came (my favorite ya know) and we got up, got ready and headed out for church. We had every intention of trying out a new church...but we ended up back at Grace. I am really going to have to pray hard about this situation. We truly need a church where we can feel at home. After church we went out to eat and to Mom and Dads'. We stopped at Goody's to look for Easter outfits on the way home. We were not successful at that endeavour. We came home picked up the house a little and I went to the grocery store. Now we are waiting on Kathryn and Caleb to come over. I am looking forward to playing Rook.
That was pretty much our weekend in a nutshell. Oh for those who asked, Grace received a "superior" rating at her audition. Which is the best rating you can get. We are so proud of her!!!! She is learning that hard work really does pay off. I am so thankful for her and how much she means to our family. She truly is a blessing. I pray that she remains diligent in all she does and that everything she does be for the glory of God.
Today's Scripture
Colossians 3:23 Whatever you do, do your work heartily, as for the Lord rather than for men
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