Rethinking

Another Thursday come and gone. We caught up on some errands today. Then it was off to crossing guard, Mckay's, Gift's Galore, Violin lesson, and swimming. I am sure I left something out but who would know.

I was thinking about something I wrote a couple of days ago. I made the comment that I am exactly where I want to be otherwise I really wouldn't be there. Well..... I have been thinking a lot about that. I have come to the conclusion that I was wrong. Sure I made the choices that ultimately determined where I ended up. But that doesn't mean that I knew where they were going to take me or how others choices would effect me. I wonder how much of what I do is because I WANT TO, and how much is because I feel it is what I am suppose to do. Where does my HEARTS DESIRE end and my duty to be a Godly wife and mother begin? If I am really walking in the will of God shouldn't those things be one in the same? If they are not then where am I falling short? Looks like I am in for a lot of soul searching. I guess that was the reason I started this to begin with.